思うところ -thoughts-

Thu, 25 May 2006 05:03:13 GMT

My name is tiny. I am 24 years old.
My country is so far from here, and here means American continent.
I know when I stay my country, Japan, my mind will change little bit.
If I say "I will be an artist." in Japan, my family, girlfriend, friends, and everybody feels I am stupid or I'm in dream.
of course I try to carry out my original intention, but I know my society and living environment affects me.
I never say fuck for them, because I can understand about my country's structure.
I just run away from them, and I will make my own life.

I met a lot of people in the United States.
In honest, I can pay respect for everybody whom I met.
I try to understand their thoughts, structure of their mind, and culture.
I cannot understand them still now, but I learned from them A LOT.

>> Fish doesn't go to on the ground.
>> Maybe, they don't know about existence of upper ground,
>> and they can't imagine about it.

I was fish.
Ground is your culture,
and I try to go on the ground, now.

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Okay, I will be serious.
I want to say some words for my friends.

Josh, teach me more stupid words when we meet again.
Greg, take me hot spring when we meet again.
Larry, make more special tea for my health when we meet again.
Chris, help me to fix and make my room at the basement when we meet again.
James, give me more your jokes and lines when we meet again.
Adam, show me your animation and David Lynch's art book when we meet again.
Bugk, yell me a lot when we meet again.
Mike, please take care of Bugk and save her.
Angie, Why don't you try to love me when we meet again?
and Pepperoni, don't bite me anymore.

Dead Rat Beach, welcome me when we meet again.

I go to Japan tonight.
See you again.

tiny

Dear my friends

Wed, 24 May 2006 05:18:29 GMT

I Decided.
I will go to Japan May 25th morning.
It gonna be 16 hours trip.
I really hate to take airplane because I don't wanna die.
I don't trust air plane, but I cannot to do anything for landing Japan.
So, I have to take it.

Hey, my friends.
Please pray for safe of my flight.
Please.

bad day

Tue, 23 May 2006 05:38:49 GMT

I cannot believe I am still vancouver.
I ought to be in Oakland, California right now,
and I would be drunk with my mates.

BUT not.

I was refused to enter the United States this morning.
That was gloomy issue, and I was really tired and sad.
I really liked to stay America, but now I hate U.S. little bit.
It is bad for me and America.

I miss my home, DEAD RAT BEACH.
I miss my mates, everybody.
I don't wanna go to Japan, but I must do to go to the United States again.
Off course I will, but It's not enjoyable.

I need help.
But I'm alone.
really alone in Vancouver.

Vancouber

Sun, 21 May 2006 06:36:47 GMT

I'm in downtown Vancouver.
I will stay hostel again, and [Back Packers] is that name.
There are huge TV room, pool, kitchen, so many sofa, and people people people.

When I was arrived in this town, I looked for punks.
Because I want to go to most exciting place in Vancouver.
I met girls who looks so punks.
I asked them "Hey, are you gonna go to the party?"
They are surprised and said "no."
I said "Thank you" and leave there.
And then, they shouted "Are you DRUG ?"
I said "Not,yet tonight." And asked "Do you?"
Maybe they thought I am crazy, Because they went away from me.

Anyway, I have not met interesting people.
People in Vancouver are look so nice.
Girls are cute, and Guys suck.
But I don't.

I gonna look for something.
I gonna try to destroy tonight.

cheers, bye.

Sunshine & Moonlight = Beer & Piss !!!!

Mon, 01 May 2006 21:12:48 GMT

Hello, somebody.
Now, I'm in DEAD RAT BEACH in Oakland.
I don't know why I'm here. I just do everything with against the stream of my life.
Last week, I was in Haight Ashbury, and I stayed in 555 Haight Guest House.
There was pretty exciting place, and I met a lot of (crazzy) people.
However, I don't write about 555 Haight right now because writing sentences in (fucking) English is really hard work for me,

W W ,,,,Wait a second
I gonna go to beer, Sorry.
see you soon.

←To be continued...

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Yep.
okay, I got beer and continue to write about...
About what?

Anyway, I'm in dead rat beach.
Dead Rat Beach is name of our house.
7〜8 people are living here.

Why I'am here?

When I was staying in 555Haight Guest House, I met a girl.
She is really strange for me, and I tried to understand her because I like strange people.
AND, we would be friend, maybe.
I mean, I feel she is my one of my best friend, but I can't know that she feels about me.
Anyway, we are friends, maybe.
We are roommates at 555haight.

I give you an information.
Payment to stay 555Haight is $20 per one night.

One day, she said
"I leave here."
I said,
"Where are you going?"
She said
"I'm gonna go to oakland, My house."

I was really surprised because she has home but she was staying in Hostel.

And she asked me
"Do you wanna come with me? You can rent your room $50 per month."
I said
"Yes!"

So I'm here.

OAKLAND is great!
Because almost everyday is shinny, and sunny.
In the night time, I can see stars and moonlight.
Almost everyday, My Roommates drink beer, and piss.
Of course, I do.
I enjoy beer, enjoy piss, and enjoy my life now.

My friends, Angie and James, tought me about here,[ LIVEJOURNAL.COM ].

They said,
"We can share our thoughts."

Sounds Great.

I want to understand with everybody, and I wish this space could help to somebody understand me.

Anyway, I try to write,
I try to write,
I try to write,
I try to write.

for COMMUNICATE.

You know I mean ?
I wish.

←To be continued...